The Long-haired Lady

I've figured out something
something that you'll never know that I knew.
something that could be right, or wrong.
something that would change a thing, or not changing anything.
well, who knows? We'll see.
for me, now, it's a nightmare
but it could also turns to be a beautiful nightmare someday, somehow.
it hurts, but not anymore.
it's whatever

have you ever heard the word 'revenge'?
wait, am I scaring you?
I've seen enough
I don't wanna see any other things like that again,
or even worse than that.

p.s. I'm a big girl now, and big girls don't cry.